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2010-01-19T01:10:00.003-08:00

I have decided to blog on blogger once again. But i'm still gonna use tumblr until i get bored of it.

Do you want the truth or something beautiful

2009-12-20T22:51:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I can't help thinking if i'm too late.
say i've confessed to you earlier,
would you be mine?

Yesterday was one of my best day ever since a long time despite shitty music from sound series bands and long waiting and the fact the I so carelessly dropped my monehhh on the floor. It was a big amount of money :(

Best day because I get to see you and I feel wanted when you kept asking me to hurry up even when I was already rushing to get there for you.

Even though I know that it's just because you had no friends there and G is busy with her modelling stuff. I still feel wanted nevertheless

So, tear out my heart

xxxx

For the boy who drinks a bottle of coke everyday

2009-12-19T06:56:00.000-08:00

And I met a man that night
who filled me with delight
And you spoke in poetry and rhyme
And I loved you in no time

all I ever wanted was your heart

2009-12-18T08:05:00.001-08:00

You don't know how sorry I am
Or how much i'm regretting every second now
It could have been beautiful

coke and strawberries

2009-12-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last

it could've but I didnt trust you enough
And now I regretted ever letting you go

ALIALIALIALIALIALI

2009-12-16T23:48:00.001-08:00

Cute much?
So...

hands up for those who wna join me in mission kill swift!

I'm just kidding. I love Taylor swift alot, really. Even though she snog Lautner infront of gazzillion people haha.

Marry me

2009-12-16T20:43:00.001-08:00

Tis the season to get married fwalalalala lalalala!

Im so happy that Mike finally propose to Xiaxue. It's like I don't even know her but i'm mad happy for her!!!!

That is crazy.

Another thing, I need save up about $1000 by my birthday. How is that possible! :(

Just got 2 pair of converse school shoe, gonna go popular later to get books and maybeee, a new pencil case. I don't wanna go back to school! :( The holiday is getting shorter. That reminds me that I have to report to school for Nlevels result tmrw! I know i'm not gonna do well. Let's just hope I do well enough *finger crossed*

*abrupt end*

NGR & HKC

2009-12-14T16:06:00.000-08:00

This is Azel's new friend, mr tomato!!!!!!

had bad face day ytd :(

idk what game I was playing but I totally own all her games in her ipod touch! Beat her high score also HAHA :ppppp

Here comes my fav pic of the day: (tmd cuteee!)

Zappy's dad sent me to my dad's house at 2am!! And oh, we played the non-sexual version of truth or dare HAHA. That makes it the retarded version which caused a lot of embarrassment too.

Josh is tmd cute ttm in this picture.

okay, i'm too lazy to elaborate more on any bintan trip now. I want to go to bed gdnight xx

i've been an angel all year

2009-12-10T06:53:00.001-08:00

I have decided to be a good blogger before going to Bintan(again) for 4days! Photos above are all from uncle mike's camera and i've only just uploaded them recently haha. And i'm taking his awesome camera to bintan this time! :ppp

I love using his camera, totally pwns other camera although all photos above is just mediocre but!!!! I promise IT IS BLOODY GOOD!

Uncle Mike's birthday cake! :D

Lastly, i'm gonna miss my baby snowball. Despite us trying to tell him that he is not allowed on the sofa, he has already make it his own personal bed . shheeesh! cute not cute not?

love, peace and beach! :)

PS. pls don't rain!

2009-12-07T09:19:00.003-08:00

I have been challenged to do parkour

Brown beauty ?

2009-12-06T00:05:00.001-08:00

Victor with his little pony. I want a pony too!

Mounting the horse is not easy!! Esp when fireball is soooooo big and the stirrups are already in the correct length. The easy way would be lengthening the stirrups, but then i'm to lazy to adjust it all over again.

Got it ;)

forgotten the taste and smell of a world that she left behind

2009-12-05T10:23:00.000-08:00

I don't think i've ever felt so much for someone before.
I cannot comprehend what i'm feeling right now.
It's not getting any better

Clarence calls it the vicious cycle of love.

I think I should give up.
It'll hurt a lot less if I give up now.

Life has never turn in ur favour

2009-12-05T01:27:00.000-08:00

I met Aaron for L4D2+Dota & Bunner(Breakfast + lucnh+ dinner yesterday. I know bunner is not a word and come to think of it, it's quite unattractive.

Ugly word of the day: Bunner

Lela is the prettiest shih tzu ever ever ever!!! Many times I wonder why can't snowball be like Lela. Gentle, demure and so lovably cuddly cute and fuzzy! :)

I know i'm not suppose to feed her chocolate sundae. I know im not suppose to feed her anything from my plate. But tell me, how can I not give in to her pleading meows?
Believe me, she likes chocolate... even though her facial expression shows otherwise :pppp

KOI IS LOVE! At 945pm, I was craving for koi bubble milk tea so badly, I walk as fast as I could when I reach amk even though I had a terribly gut feeling that by the time I reach, they would be closed. But thank God! Phew ~~

Love, peace and lol

HAPPY GAYDAY BREASTFRIEND

2009-12-03T08:37:00.001-08:00

Pic credits: Belicia Tan (kop from facebook. hehe)

Esaint invited me to his birthday BBQ yesterday. Or was it the day before? But anyhows, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D
And yeah, I purposely chose the gayest picture of him with his birthday cake(which is also really good YUM!) but so cute right?

short belated birthday message to my gayest bestfriend: I hope that all wishes come true(Except for the ones concerning me HAHA) and I know this is sooooo cliche, but i've got your back! :pppppp Also, i'm your personal www.vanessatan.blogspot.com you can tell me anything you want, all the nonsensical bullshit, achievements, heartbreaking stuff and whatever, i'll listen to it all! :) xxxxx

Esaint made me wear that ugly head gear :(

Did I mention that Ritz was sooooo nice that day? Hahaha. He cooked food for Tania and me and sent us home! Thanks and happy bday Ritz! :)

Getting a cab on the highway! Crazy us. I wonder how many people is laughing at us or silently cursing us.
The day before Esaint's birthday, I had a bbq too with the ex sps pupils, which was quite fun too. Except that I expected more. Played I've never and truth or dare which wasn't fun because nobody was game enough. boo. nobody was game enough except for the famous 4!

The notorious nickname teachers gave us during P5? right? omg, I can't rememberrrrr! includes Eunice, Elaine, Mary and me! Hahaha I miss us :)

Shopping the twins is awesome because Tania always give me awesome tips :)

Ice-chewing habits :P

Overpriced HKC riceball with peanut and god knows what which taste like $1 muah chee. I want to eat muah chee NIAOWWWWWWW! :(

Holy crap! This mini chocolate fondue cost $40! (I think?) or was it $20? hahaha. But its worth the $$!

pic credits: i forgot where I got it from :( sorry

Love like meowmeow furing up my black tshirt(which cannot be seen) and H&M boyshorts :ppp

love, peace and happy birthdays
xxxxxxx

2009-12-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

I cook the best four cheese pasta ;)

Z!

2009-12-02T00:48:00.000-08:00

Photos that made me smile :)

Kop this photo from her blog HAHA :X

Never thought we'll be such awesomely close friends and have sooooo much to talk about. We kept talking and talking nonstop and overshot our destination like a couple of times! We have so much in common except she's shorter than me :pppppppp omg I can feel her wrath already!

I AM NEVER GONNA DRINK GREENTEA FRAPPE YOU STUPID WOMAN!

love, peace and Z

Everybody can do the cha cha

2009-11-28T10:19:00.000-08:00

Lipbalm that mike got from dk where. Lol. He said it was cute so he bought it for me. It smells so damn nice and yes, it is damn cute!

I didn't do much today..
But I have to share something nice!! :) Because Tania agrees with me too and I cannot help but die a little on the inside knowing that he is still so unreachable :(

Kiss me already!

Love, peace and whipped creamed strawberry+icing sugarrrr!
xxxx

2009-11-27T21:27:00.001-08:00

Listen "Andy williams Moon river"

Download for free "Andy williams Moon river" mp3

I LUSH M

2009-11-27T10:50:00.001-08:00

CAN SOMEBODY SAY INSANELY HOT!?!?!?!!!

I just wish you're not gay :( and MARRY ME ALREADY!
my boyfriend must have lip piercings and nice hair now HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

(I think I blogged three times today. Haha, it's either no blog or blog-spam. You choose)

Love, peace and M.Lush

until he broke my heart

2009-11-27T09:13:00.000-08:00

I'll string up some words but they won't help me be with you

I'll put you to the mirror

2009-11-27T04:41:00.001-08:00

"You're my acoustic affair.."

Went to opm at Riverwalk yesterdayyyyyy and it ended at like .. 3am?
We were supposed to meet Fiona's friend instead of floating around with nothing to do :(

Dawn came over today and we had a lot of fun, sweating in the jacuzzi. Lol The jacuzzi got really damn hot after half an hour or so and I was seriously sweating like mad.

Dawn is a lousy photographer x) This picture consist of my (AND my neighbour's) garden which is unnecessary so I had to crop them away. I hope you can see my new playboy bunny naval stud. I got it in france, it's gold and soooooo sparkling <3! onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_S7hIK8JBszE/Sw_JXSU7ebI/AAAAAAAAFso/IwRvs6GQBBo/s1600/IMG_8953.jpg">Cat and dog
dog and cat
(?)

We look super awkward in many pictures because we were trying our best to think of a pose/position that will keep our hands dry so that we can camwhore! <3

I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallow my pride and got on my knees
still you stood there staring at me
Your ego is getting old

love, peace and bestfriend!
x

life is short, so enjoy :p

2009-11-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

Love my walls? I'm gonna collect more magazines and photos to fill up the whole wall like soooooon! I'm just hoping that we don't have to move after 2 years :( It's a hell lots of effort to put up all these photos so i'm hoping it stays there haha

This happens everyday, not just today. It's so mucho irritating, sometimes I give up and just feed her everything lol Im a bad owner, so i've been told ....

AWWWWWWH! I like it when they fight HARHAR.

I think I pamper snowball wayyyy too much. Everytime he perform this trick(Yes, it's his signature trick), I feed him a big chuck of doggybeef or whatever i'm eating.

Just like my title suggest, I'm enjoying life! :D Jacuzzi-time!

setting self-timer ..

Pretending that somebody is actually taking this photo of me candidly hahaha I'm soooo gay

I don't think you can see in this picture but i'm wearing green contacts just to match my bikini! :) Everyone loves Victoria's secret bikini. cute!

I'm off to Dawn's soon so I better get going right now!

love, peace and bikini
xx

Teen Vogue

2009-11-25T10:26:00.001-08:00

I have been told that my blog is lacking pictures! It's 228am right now so I cannot possibly go take a picture of random things to blog(which i cba to do so)

Chanel Iman is one of my favourite model ever ever ever ever.

1. She's GORGEOUS

2. my god. Would you look at those never-ending long legs!!!!

3. She's the only person to have graced Teenvogue cover twice! (Which is huge)

4. She's prettier than Naomi Campbell(another black model if you don't know)

I'm gonna have to think of something to do tomorrow before CGM. Then... I can blog about my not-so-interesting day.

Did I mention that I can play Kids by MGMT? Guess I have not. teehee BUT I CAN NOW!

xoxo,
(not-so-interesting) Vee

2009-11-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects some thing you love or hate about yourself.

What is it that makes me hate you so much?

But anyways, I'm planning to watch soccer now BUT I don't know which channel its on and besides, Tao Hua Xiao Mei is on. This is officially my new favourite taiwan drama because there is like sooooooo many hot guys. hahaha.

find

2009-11-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

SOMEONE WHO WOULD EAT THE COOKIE PART OF AN OREO FOR ME

Where the lines overlap

2009-11-20T08:37:00.000-08:00

Woke up at friggin 740 today just for the intel interview and the cab fare cost $28 so intel better hire us!!!!

After the short interview, uncle brought us to Peach Garden for Dim sum! Did I tell you how good Peach Garden is?? It is officially my new favourite dim sum place!

After which, we went to Madeleine's place. The initial plan was to go swim but the weather didn't look too good so we watched a dvd at her place instead and talk alotttttt. We laughed throughout the whole damn movie. But like srsly, it's supposed to be sad, not funny!!!!!

There is this really important thing that i'm supposed to blog about and also, is the reason why I decided to blog. But I just can't remember!!! god this is irritating. ah forget it urgh!

Cotillion

2009-11-17T00:05:00.000-08:00

Gossip girl is so highly addictive!

Does it even happen in real life??????????? Someone please tell me yes it does!

-

I don't even have the inspiration to blog. I think I have turned into a lifeless zombie watching korean drama. Wth am I thinking? They are lousy and boring. The characters are not even good-looking.

I think I can act better than them. But that's not the point. shit. I don't even know what's the point anymore.

I think I'm gonna play house of the dead on wii now. scratch that.
I changed my mind. I'm so fucking mad right now.

WHY?

Because the mother is angry at me for not telling her something which doesn't concern her. It's something personal and private. Is it even wrong to keep your own business to yourself? She kept trying to poke into my affair. urgh!

I'm too angry to fucking do anything now.

2009-11-12T09:33:00.000-08:00

My hair looks like shit! :(

desperate, I went to search for some tutorial online.

5mins to curl your hair
2mins school hairstyle
2mins messy bun
5min hairstyle
easy and simple hairstyle

All that only takes 5-10 mins.

It's easy if your hair is your friend, Mine clearly HATES me. Lol

Cg fellowship bbq at my place tomorrow! Like can't waitttttttttt

There is only one guy whom I will marry now.

CHARLIE MCDONNELL

GUILTY

2009-11-12T06:34:00.000-08:00

I finally blog! I have been so disconnected with the world for 2 weeks! I almost died! lol

I can't even text because I didn't bring my phone over to France but I manage to wish Dawn happy birthday.

France is awesome! Like really really awesome. Love the weather, the buildings, the food, the cafe, the chateau, the mall, EVERYTHING!
It's so different from Singapore, all I can say.

I shall not talk much about it until I get the PICTURES! :D

In the meantime, i'll just do a survey taken from Nat's blog. Lol. Which is taken from Rach's blog.

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone comments and asks!

RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag some blogger friends to answer this.

* Asked someone to marry you? Guilty
* Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty
* Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
* Ever told a lie? Guilty
* Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
* Kissed a picture? Guilty
* Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty
* Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
* Held a snake? Guilty
* Been suspended from school? Guilty
* Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
* Stolen from a store? Guilty
* Been fired from a job? Innocent
* Done something you regret? Guilty
* Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
* Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
* Kissed in the rain? Innocent
* Sat on a roof top? Innocent
* Kissed someone you shouldn't? Guilty
* Sang in the shower? Guilty
* Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty
* Shaved your head? Innocent
* Had a boxing membership? Innocent
* Made a boy/girlfriend cry? Guilty
* Been in a band? Innocent
* Shot a gun? Guilty
* Donated Blood? Innocent
* Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
* Eaten cheesecake? Guilty
* Still love someone you shouldn't? caught in the middle of nowhere?
* Have/had a tattoo? Guilty
* Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty
* Been too honest? Guilty
* Ruined a surprise? Guilty
* Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn't walk after wards? Guilty
* Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty
* Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty
* Joined a pageant? Innocent
* Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
* Had communication with your ex? Guilty
* Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent
* Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty

2009-10-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

eating with the guys means a lot of discussion about disgusting stuff. fart, shit, puking and alot on boobies etc. Lol.

Au revoir le soleil je vais en France demain!

The devil who tamed her

2009-10-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

Quite an irony

2009-10-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

momma came back with a dvd for me!

"The Initiation of Sarah" Some sorority movie. Lol, kinda similar to sororities row except it's not much of a horror. I've not watch it yet though.

I'm playing sorority life on facebook. I will wanna join a sorority too one day!
But, hazing sounds scary. Lol.

I lol-ed too much. In actual fact, i'm not even laughing out loudly in real life. Well, you all don't right? I can't imagine anyone who actually LOL infront of a computer screen(except the one in a million funny news we get or whatever)

Btwwwwwww, i'm lvl 17 on sorority life. So I think I can get pass the hazing thing in real life? Or maybe not. Lol. (SEE! IM DOING IT AGAIN! IM NOT EVEN LAUGHING OUT LOUD)

someone should invent the giggle out softly(GOS)

New original GOS :)

someone should shoot me now. gos. not
hahahaha. rightttttttt..

I got a new sofa!!!!! It's so pretty! And I like lying down there and read romantic novels. ahhh life :)

Going to France in 3days! I wasn't excited until yesterday when momma bought a hat and gloves for me and bro. I still have not pack my stuff though. I gotta buy a booties.

*where can I buy a fold-over 3inch booties?*

btw, did I tell you that I got honors for my latin dance exam!!!!!!? I know it's only the bronze level and impossible to fail but I'm really happy that I didn't screw it up :D

Getting new dance shoe, costume and maybe Ipod touch! Heez!

:)

2009-10-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

I wish Im japanese now. Lol.

2009-10-21T16:49:00.000-07:00

Salut!

On a Typical day...
I meant, on a typical boring day...

Ciao!

2009-10-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

What if the only thing left of someone you love is something that will harm in some way or another?

2009-10-19T22:48:00.001-07:00

Q: what do people do when they are bored beyond words?
A: they blog and do stupid quiz about themselves! And you know it's true because you are one of the many people who do stuff like this.

well you see, all my fans have been asking a lot of question about me and I would really like to take this opportunity to answer some of them right now.

Let the short interview begin!

You can't blame me for being bored. I spend 2hours doing this!!!!!
And I'm lvl6 on Cafeworld :)
I have just proven to myself that I can be a good cook! and run a biz. I can buy a pink table now!

xoxo

IF

2009-10-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

Things I will do if I'm not lazy now

1. cycle
2. walk snowball
3. walk meowmeow
4. clean my room
5. watch disney (Yes, Im lazy to turn on the teevee)
6. eat my lunch(it's almost 1pm now)
7. Get a friggin job
8. organise a party
9. suntan
10. continue writing my novel (Which I think im gonna do so as it takes another hour for my vampire steak to be cooked on facebook's cafeworld)

Breathe Carolina

2009-10-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

AWESOME!
Everyone needs a little bit of new love every now and then. Right?

You are really bad at lying my dear

2009-10-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

I'm working on a novel right now. harharhar.

Yesterday I saw Luke.
I'm surprised at my ability to recognise him over sucha distance and the fact that he's wearing a cap. I wish i had tried to run away instead of calling him.

After hanging up on the phone, I turned to my left to see him walking towards me...

Perhaps the only way to forget is to replace love with hatred.

And it works perfectly fine for me.

2009-10-17T20:17:00.000-07:00

Bonjour!

Guess whatttttt!

1) Dawn got a Blackberry Bold!

I'm hell jealous! I want one too! It's so pretty!

2) I got a new dress and bag for the wedding im gonna attend later.
Yeah, I bought it for the wedding

3) Don't forget the lyrics later on! Exciting!

4) Dress-fitting later (momma's wedding)

5) I cried when Will Keller died :(

okay. erm, so Will is a character from the book I've just read. SO WHAT?
But it's the most romantic stories ever ever ever!!

A high society girl giving up everything to go to the west with her coachman, Will Keller whom she fell in love with ever since forever.
They finally getting her mum's blessing and tied the knot in secret. But Will had been shot at the train station when they were about to return back to the west to spend the rest of forever together ..

6) My mum is attempting to bath Snowball. Lol. Joke

7) I have better get going now!

xxxx

control yourself

2009-10-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

I don't think i've ever want to learn how to play a song so badly. lol

Kids- MGMT

I'm kinda frustrated right now because I still cannot figure out how to play it. I haven't play on the guitar for like forever and Idk how to read tabs(lol). I don't know what to do right now!!!!!!!! It's so mad frustrating!

So anyways, I figured that if I end up being a nun, I can change guitar string for a living.

no, i'm just kidding.

Life has never turn in ur favour

2009-10-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

Im waking up without you
Searching in my sheets
Waking up to find
Youre still in my dreams - London

2009-10-13T09:22:00.000-07:00

FREE SLAP CAMPAIGN!

Dance Exam and n's is over!
I can't wait to know the results! tbh, i'm more excited to know how I did for my dance exam.

WHY IS THERE NO DANCE THIS WEEK! :(
It's like another 2 week long wait to getting back the results. I'll die if I fail or do badly..

I get prezzie if I get B though :D
A new dance shoe and costume.
And more if I get A or honors. How awesome! :D

*abrupt end*

email

2009-10-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

After several complains from Dawn to clear my inbox, I finally got round doing it that it has become a habit to check and clear my inbox every other day.

But anyways, there is always one message a day from this guy, S. He is a total stranger but he always send encouraging messages to me. And when i'm really bored, i'll read them.

today's message: "Life is not waiting for the storm to pass.. it's about learning how to dancing in it"

Thought I've heard it somewhere else too..

that's not the point.

well actually, not like I have something else more interesting to blog about.

So i'm gonna list 20 random things that is in my mind now

1. Chace Crawford
2. England
3. Mouse
4. Milk
5. Fish
6. pebbles
7. tissue box
8. disco ball
9. lamp
10. wii
11. ikea table
12. blake lively
13. remote controller
14. disney
15. curtains
16. photographer
17. paramore
18. bubbles
19. iphone
20. muffins

let's add more random words..

21. veggie
22. skateboard
23. inflatable blue pool
24. purple powder
25. potpourri
26. charlieissocoollike pukes after stuffing 13marshmallow into his mouth at one
27. remember
28. breakfast at tiffany's
29. meow

*abrupt end*

put the cat in the hat

2009-10-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

urgh! I can't believe I just blogged about you. again.

I tried to bath meowmeow just now but she scratched me! It was bleeding! It is totally a bad choice to have a cat and dog under the same roof.

Maybe I should buy a mice. hmm..

I need to stop watching movies or read romantic novels..
I can't believe that n's is in less than 3days! And I have not even started on anything!
bad bad bad..

3rd sleepless night.. DAMN

2009-10-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

I still try to bring back the memories of having you around. Be it lying on my bed or laughing at snowball, I miss those times so much.

It's so hard for me to stop thinking about you. I don't even know how I feel towards you anymore.. I just know that you've made a big impact in my life. Good or bad, I can't decide.

2009-09-28T05:51:00.001-07:00

im thinking of cutting my fringe. should I?

popanpundideeeeeee

2009-09-27T19:31:00.000-07:00

PANCAKES

burnt pancakes
uncooked pancakes
overbuttered pancakes
mashed pancakes
tiny pancakes

I had to try so many times before I made the almost perfect pancakes for Dawn and Joshua. I was that bored. Lol.

I spent more than an hour in the kitchen this morning!

F1 was quite a disappointment. It was alittle boring and everything is overpriced.
Bought an ice frappe which would probably cost only 1.5dollar outside for 4dollars.
one tall starbucks cost a whoppin 10bucks.

still I spent money like crazy, as usual. took a cab everywhere I go yesterday... total amount spent on cab: at least a whoppin $55!
cba to squeeze in smelly buses.

On the brighter note, there was a fair share of hot caucasian guys. Both yummy daddies and youngster. hahaha.

oh, and Dawn lost her grey cardigan!!!!!!!!!!!!!! srsly!! and I thought I was careless. tsktsk..

but overall, its a good experience :)
I can now say that i've attend a race. a mile further away from being a country pumpkin!

gym later on

au revoir! ;)
xx

2009-09-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

http://danblythe.wordpress.com/

READ THE ENGAGEMENT ENTY POST.

TOTALLY MELTED!

I want my man to go to such extent, just to make me feel special.
:)

Im also happy with chinese and dvds too. really.
Lol.

im dead serious. haha
(you-know-who knows that too..)

awwwwwwwww .

(Sam, your cute guy is engaged. Haha)

2009-09-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the highlight of my week :)

I was so looking forward to spending the day with Dawn, Sam and Fiona playing mahjong and jacuzzi.
But we didn't play mahjong in the end though but it was still hella fun!
really lookin forward to the JB trip and more hangouts/girltalk :)

So I was just in the shower just now thinking about some stuff..
"men don't realize that they cannot live without us until they realize that we can live without them"

gonna go off to Dawn's in about 5mins.

my blog is really boring uhhhhhh

btw, I think that there is a limit to how much tears one can shed for another person.
I think I have already reached my limit for him. Im crying without tears.
Does it make sense to you?
Have you felt this way?
do you know what it's like?

I think that's what people call "you feel so low, you don't feel anything at all"

roar..

I start a fight cause I needed feel something
You do what you want cause i'm not what you wanted

rainy days make me think more than I already do. Lol. that's like the ultimate self-destruction ever. Massive heartbreak and headache!

Esaint: haha wtf. your bitchy attitude can always be recognised.

Lol. Esaint is so damn mean right!

xoxo

2009-09-15T01:22:00.000-07:00

all time feel-good music. Lol.

My teddy bears need somewhere else to sleep. I cannot kick them off the bed every night. I cannot have Maya to rearrange them every morning too.

how is it that people/bloggers can find interesting stuff to talk about?
I cannot even think of a topic to blog about.

blah

blahniks

malono blakniks <3

lol

I have let love fool me once.
How could I ever missed those signs of betrayals?

I have been the girl he flirted with behind his girlfriend's back.
I have heard him confessing cheating on his girlfriend, when he said "I love you" even though his girlf is probably waiting for him at home.
I have probably been talking to him more than his girlf has been talking to him that very week.

That didn't stop me from giving my heart to him..

whatever he did to his exgirlfriend, he has done them to me.
Who knows if she won't be the next victim?

All we want is love. But we always get them from the wrong place and end up picking up the remaining pieces of our heart he has broken.
All we want is assurance. But we always put our trust on the wrong guy. We end up blaming ourselves

Guess there's no such thing as true love?

movietimeeeeeeeee! Who needs men when we girls can have good old feelgood films?

breakfast at tiffany's
50 first dates
ghost of girlfriend's past
pretty woman
the other boleyn girl
ms congeniality
a little chickflick and lotsa chocolate and ice cream.

:)

this is a lame blog post. omg
Lol. I wished I have never type this
But I don't wna not publish this after writing lots.

Meow

Snowball looks like a giant chihuahua. LOL
yeap, the groomer had to shave him off because there's too much tangles in his fur. poor poor poor baby boy

2009-09-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

I got up like real earlyyyyy! This time, without (you know who) waiting at the door/park/beside me on a sunday.
bathed without (you know who) waiting on my bed
put on my makeup and do my hair without (you know who) watching

It felt weird for a split second.

But anyways, mum asked me to pei her to town and we're suppose to be having our brunch at Shangri La but umike had a meeting so plan cancelled :(

I loveeeee the sugar crepes and chocolate fondue there!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the pasta and sushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR! it's been months since I last ate there already :(

watched the time traveller's wife with momma. It's a damn damn damn nice movie!! I really love it. I can't believe there's people who dislike the movie. I love Rachel Mcadam! (I can't believe she was Regina George in Mean Girls tho.)

Met up with the cellgroup after e movie at Aston's. It drizzled halfway thru lunch. Lol. Sam offered her brolly.

This piccy taken in e cinema. Look at my mum's big sworovski necklace and ring, plus tiffany&co bracelet and ring!!! Envy much

HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY AILEEN!

live jazz! I wore jeans! for the first time in years! Lol

btw, made a few new friends and nobody believe that i'm 16. Lol.

random.

PS. I cannot wait for thursday! Jacuzzi and mahjong session with D, sam and fiona!

gonna be awesome. and retail therapy at Jb :D

I put on weight! idk to be happy or sad. lol

*abrupt end*

2009-09-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA OUTING TODAY WITH 4DEVOTION :D
Almost everybody was there! almostttttttttt

I can't be arsed to upload e piccys here so everyone, go to my facebook!
Btw, my camera died on me half way :( that totally explains e small amt of pic

what happened ytd was, went grocery shopping with momma, mike and Dawno
then I stayed over at hers.

we did pore pack, mask, played guitar, sing and watched FINAL DESTINATION!

Awesome :D she talks wayyyyyyy too much when im trying to sleep.
Luckily for me, i'm kinda immune to noise already. I fell asleep almost immediately. lol

I'm so sunburnt :( hurts like a bitch now.
overall, I enjoyed myself today with my awesome peepos!

and my rashes was under control despite the fact that I forgot to take my medicine.
So it's all good :D

played "truth or dare" but only dare and u get chosen by the passing parcel method.

I saw 2 hot angmoh guys walking past then I was like " Ehhh! somebody dare me to kiss them!"

I can't believed that I said that loud enough for them to hear. Lol. embarrassing much.

my back hurts. i don't feel like blogging anymore. ciao!

BTW, YOU MUST BE SO JEALOUS OF ME BECAUSE I GET TO KISS ADELINE AND CHARIENE! LOL. VINCE, YOU ARE SO JEALOUS RIGHTTTT!!!!!

2009-09-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

today is like the first day that i make an effort to look decent to go out!
I look like crap for the past few days because ... y'll know right! lol.
It's even the first time i use my perfume after so long because .... y`ll know right! Lol.

gonna stay over at Dawn's later and have movie marathon! I was quite reluctant to stay over today because .... y'll know again right! I don't wna mention his name anymore.

i'm not doing so fine with the whole being dumped thing. bleah. Now now where's the choco????
And sentosaaaa outing tomorrow with 4Devotion! I still don't know what to wear/bring. funfun

xoxo

2009-09-08T03:18:00.000-07:00

for the past few days, i have been trying to do stuff to get my mind off you.

rollerblading, junking, watching movies, sleeping..

Because whenever I study ss, it reminds me of you
whenever I check time on my phone, i'm always hoping i'll get your reply
whenever i think about n's, i remember my promise to try to get 9 points
whenever i watch disney, i remember how you'll whine because you hate disney
whenever i walk snowball, i will sit at the park bench and cry
whenever i look into the mirror, i remember how you'll sit on my bed watching me
whenever i lie on my bed, i remember how we used to cuddle up and fall asleep

:(

whatever i do, fucking reminds me of you.

I don't even walk the same path back home because i remember how you'll always say "i hate this fucking road" and take a cig out and smoke.

I don't even wanna eat prata now because nobody will tear them into smaller pieces for me.

I don't even feel like facebooking anymore because i don't wna go to your profile and see your happy moving on

I tried to think of ways to forget you and move on..

But I can't.

2009-09-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

maybe somebody killed Vanessa

slightly happier?

2009-09-07T02:56:00.000-07:00

It's definitely karma :(
I'm still not dealing well with the breakup though. I was already so comfortable with you and now it just gotta change..

"oh what a shame. what a rainy ending given to a perfect day"

someone save me..

BUT on the brighter side, I can officially rollarblade now! like decently well.
and my neighbour is awfully cute! *jump around like that dumb blonde in my room**

He looked at me just now with that slightly smile on his face and also, looking surprised for some reason. I had to look away before I trip over my skates. oh mannnn... you should have seen his face. hehe

im feeling slightly happier.
So i'm gonna post up all the pictures i have of bintan. It's soooo little as I was feeling really fuckedup.

Bintan Lagoon resort

wilin and my aunt. She's so pretty btw!

how come my face always look like this in candid shots?

mike and mum

AZN:D

Even my toes reminds me of him :( wtf

naughty deon! babysit him. muahahahhaha. but he's so cute!

This is the sad picture :(

otw back home. mixed feelings..

happy to see him(never happened btw. cos that douchebag had to babysit), scared to know the truth, denial, hope, anger, hatred..

I'm gonna try study now. If I can! cause it's really noisy at home, with my bro and the workers trying to set up the jacuzzi :D

hopefully, i'll see my hot hot neighbour later!

xoxo ;)

smile

2009-09-06T21:55:00.000-07:00

I'm a simple person who don't ask for much.

i miss you baby

2009-09-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

The past few days have been the worst days of my entire life..

I cannot sleep
I cannot eat
I cannot think properly
almost feels like i cannot even breathe without you

:(((

I've never ever love anyone so much..

I told you to stop being nice to me
I told you not to say those three words if you're gonna let me down one day

You won't even reply me now
You promised to talk to me again

wtf have you done to me?

rmb this song and the 10 signs?

baby, all I want is your heart.. I love you

bcos you're worth it

2009-09-02T03:35:00.000-07:00

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

:)

2009-09-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

vee: i'm emo :(
(long convo)

XY: go listen to emo music then you'll feel angry. then listen to angry music

Vee: I cannot do this anymore :( reach limit alr. I got no more strength to feel any anger. I'm hanging on to nothing.
It's like i'm living a lie. because it's safer and happier there..

XY: you just said something emo. living a lie, safer and happier.

Vee: OMG! really?!! yay!

XY: lol

Vee: oh nooo.. now i'm happy. thanks ah XY

-

luke is not replying me!
freakin bored at home.

Dawn just went for dental and she only needs to attend school at 2 tml!

aircon is fixed! :)

IM A LOVOVEGGIE NOW!!!!!! (Lacto-ovo vegeterian)

Dan is so sexy. hahaha. he's taking a sexy hot shower now ;)

xoxo;)

2009-08-31T01:20:00.000-07:00

love my swarovski necklance! The smaller one is actually a butterfly.

Look at what baby drew! and he still can say that my heart looks like dog poo.

and yeah, i was concentrating on finding the prt sc button thus looking like that.

And yes baby, this is like my first time prt sc-ing our videocall. Lol. i'm not the most IT savvy person yknw.

when Fina fell in love with Yamaha.. Dawn and I still have a whole bunch of photos of us trying to look at the cam and doing stupid faces. she'll kill me if I upload those. I wanted to upload all videocall piccys but nm.

going to bintan on friday! Baby is gonna make sure that i'm prepared for ss paper before I go.

What momma got for me.

ripcurl watch, 2 ripcurl bikini, ripcurl dress, ripcurl top, Ripcurl bag, Gant jeans, Etam bra and panties set, swarovski necklance, duckling keychain(with hidden purpose. lol) and lotsaaaaa chocolate and cookies.

2009-08-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

How come people say one thing and do another?
Why do they make promises they know they cant keep?
or say words that don't mean anything?

Is it just me or is everything just a facade?
Is it just me or is everyone just too blind?

2009-08-24T03:11:00.001-07:00

sunday morning

2009-08-23T02:27:00.000-07:00

I like the weekends because byyyyyy is the last person I see on saturday before I sleep and the first person I see on sunday morning :)

Sueanne came over to get the camera so I'm cameraless now.

small packed milo is betterrr than the normalsized ones because they are sweeter
I found this pic in my laptop from wayyyy back. When Dawn still has her medium length hair. RIP long hair

Moviessss at mine's. Chickflick and more chickflick.

Twins came over last friday. Ade look at me like she's in love with me. haha

They say I got small eyes :((((((( Sebas says I've got beautiful eyes :)))))))

Sueanne honey. I think we look alike over here. But she's damn skinny

short tongue

sisterhood of travelling pants 2 is the worst film ever everrrrrr!!!!!

wasted $7 as I wanted to buy 'white chicks' (cause it's Dawn's fav movie) but i couldn't find it cause it's sucha old movie. But i NEED to buy something.

relatives playing mahjong now and baby jo is overrrr. she's so cute!

Happy belated birthday Rina!

xoxo ;)

2009-08-21T18:22:00.000-07:00

:((((((((( I don't know what to think. nothing ever makes sense.

21august2009

2009-08-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

I always find myself unbelievable at times..

baby told me that plucking your eyelashes can make them grow back thicker and longer, so I went to try. HAHAHA.
friggin painful that I teared. Only manage to pluck out 2lashes though. It's really so damn painful.

That aside, I went to watch Orphan with the Ho twins.
Did I tell you that they are so pretty? :))))) The movie, is soooo creepy. And kinda sick in a mental way. I actually watched everything! So that's the good part. Damn! Now I cannot get Esther's face outta my mind!!! byyyyy where are you!!!

scared myself silly.

note to self: time to do a proper blogskin.

LUKE CHEN

2009-08-15T08:19:00.001-07:00

Luke Chen wants me to blog about him. So demanding right!
But I still love him anyways :):):)
Nah actually, I'll still blog about him even if he never ask.

I don't know where to start man. Everything is so wonderful about my boyfriend :)

One thing for sure is that he likes to refer himself as the hot tennis player who is so damn lucky to have sucha pretty girlfriend

haha. And he is super duper whooper uber el gusto mucho grande irritating! (Don't ask why)

Despite him being the biggest douchebag I ever know, I still love him like crazy :))))

I don't know why I love him so much but I just love everything about him
(Like what he always say, there's no reason for love)

I like his eyes and smile :)
And I like seeing him in the early morning
I like watching "planets"(it's actually really satellite but he choose to believe it's Jupiter) with him
I like hugging himmmm

Aiyo, I like everything about him la.

I love you byyyyy!

2009-08-12T22:01:00.001-07:00

woooohoooooooo!
I'm blogging from dada's house now.

nothing much to say though.
But we might go catch a movie later on.

xoxo

A mother's pride

2009-08-12T00:47:00.000-07:00

Ma, you must be so proud of me.

Im so damn smart, I don't need to study.
HAHAHAHAHA

I passed physic for the first time in my sec4 life.
I got 59/100!!!!!!

and 61 for POA

pretty impressive considering the fact that i didn't study :D :D

I promise to blog daily from now on! Even if it's lame or whatever.

Mr Toh and Mr See is like the nicest teacher ever ever. Mr Toh got cupcakes for everyone and Mr. see never never never ever get mad at me. thumbs up

Guess what! DAWN DEDICATED ONE WHOLE BLOG POST TO ME!!!!!
"I WILL BITCHSLAP HER WITH HER OWN HANDS! " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I can't wait tillllll friday!

Chastity Until Marriage - HAHAHAHA

Im so lame.

because only cool people like me blog

2009-08-11T07:36:00.000-07:00

why hello!!

3 very very important thing I need to blog about

1) IM MAIDLESS FOR 10DAYS!!!!!!

this is only the second day?
I had to cook dinner for the first time in 5843957382years. still it was pretty good :D
And I cba to iron my clothes or wash my school shoes

2) I really surprised myself for my prelim scores

I didn't do too well. In fact, my math is horrible.
But but! I didn't even study at all.

I got 78 for history
55 for math

and Ican't remember the rest. See why Im surprised for having mediocre marks? I can't even remember them.

3) I miss my long hair :(

okok, let's make it 4.
Because I cannot stop thinking about it.

4) I miss Luke Chen like crazy :D

xoxo

simpson

2009-08-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

I feel like Cleopatra now.
except minus the servents feeding me grapes and having sexy half-naked men surrounding me.

so anywayyyyys, Luke wrote my testimomo <3
haha.

"Vanessa Tan is an easy-going person who gets along well with her classmates. She carries herself off with confidence and a smile wherever she goes and this draws others to her. "

HAHAHA.

Dawn: I feel so damn bhb for writing this.

I'm so bored :(

And I have nothing to write!!!!!!! Why do I even have a blog?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S-ing now.
I wanna watch The Proposal! Partly cause Sandra Bullocks is in it.

Dawn: What is fishcake made of?
Vee: idk. fish paste?
Dawn: What is fish paste made of?
Vee: Do I look like God to you?
Dawn: I need to know
Vee: WHY

2009-08-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

i'm so sick and tired of always trying to reassure myself
I tried and tried but it never seem to get better
Why am I even bothered with this

can't get out of this shithole

2009-08-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

Facebook's a bitch and wouldn't let me upload pictures for some weird reasons but i've got nothing to do and I really want to just blog.

But erm, blogger is damn slow so i'll just upload just a couple of random piccys!~

Joshie washie with chanel baby~~ HAHAHA. Neopets people

I like Vince's pants. Reminds me of Bintan and summer :D

Picked out a top for Dawn at Topshop(Actually she pick but i asked her to try) and she asked me to try something also.

So I pick out the first thing that I see. haha, really random but very cute as well. Dawn did this. And I followed. lol

Two mad women

xoxo

the big blue inflatable pool

2009-08-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

I have the whole house on my own now that my mum and mike is going off to France for 3weeks!

Not entirely on my own. But close enough :)

Not going to ozzyland anymore. Butbut! on the brighter note, i'm going to France in oct and also, (maybe. Hopefully) switzerland for ice-skiing! And oh, not forgetting to mention, we're going to Bintan again in september! Like right before my N levels. haha. I need study break!

I don't know how to ice-ski and I might pussy out but I only get to live once. so why not!

Dan said he might drive to France to see me too sooooooo this year is definitely one of the best year!

-

Went to the new mall with Dawn and my guys today.
Didn't buy much except two top from F21 and a new M.A.C eyeliner.

Luke never reply me! That douchebag!!!!!!!!!!!

Love like all my awesome friends! and my bitches

Speaking of which, I miss my bitch! TIFFANY AND TANIA LAM!
Night-sentosa, pinic, L4D(secret purpose), pool and ofcourse, shopping! So many things, so little time! Good old timessss!

xo

6th august 2009

2009-08-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

No school todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

so Dawn and I went out with the guys today!
To the new shopping mall, Ion. BUT they are not that big into shopping so we ended up playing lan.

I saw this realllyyyy cute shorts from Pull and Bear at $59.90
So i'm still contemplating if I should get it.

Luke asked me to blog about him!

He is the most irritating, vainest, biggest douchebag I ever ever everrr know!

(short and sweet)

xoxo mwahhh ;)

2009-08-04T00:22:00.000-07:00

It's already august?!!

Man.. I honestly still think that it's July..

I have no idea what to blog about. How do famous blogger manage to keep their blog interesting. It's like my life is soooooo dull. There is nothing interesting to blog about.

Except maybe for the first time in months, I got a chance to get a nap :)

Go watch this video or at least to the ending so you can see the blonde jokes.
I also feel bad for laughing at blonde jokes but well, this is really funny.

And also, I cook lunch again. Pretty good I must say.

xoxo

2009-07-31T23:32:00.000-07:00

tell me what's in your heart
I am tired of figuring it out
I am the one who loves you
You know that's true

My girlfriend cheated on me with this video. Priceless. HAHAHA

2009-07-29T22:24:00.000-07:00

Over at Dawn's now.

Gonna study later.. Hmm, hope so.

-

I didn't balance my poa! ): Hopefully, i'll get at least a B3.

DAWN KICKED MY BUTT !!!!!! She just wna touch me. lol

xoxo ;)

2009-07-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO CYBER STALKERRRRRRRR! jks. mi Love

I was so bored so decided to take pic with flash. fuck. why I look like shitxzxzxz?!!!!

Attempt 1 - Im aware that I look like shit but guess what, I don't give a F
Love like my eyes is so brown with flash.

CT's signature pose

Im not pointing the finger!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Scary much?

Mehh. only angmoh look pretty in flash and sexy pouty smile ):

mwahhh xoxo ;)

2009-07-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

In the middle of orchard road! I have this pic for a long time in my comp and decided to upload it cos it's cool. Almost as cool as me :D I can't rmb his name though. im so bad with names but he's not from sg btw so I need not worry that i'll bump into him one day and forgetting his name

Look at momma's baby bump! This pic look like the typical superstar scandalous baby bump! I reckon it's a twins. what do ya think?

Im gonnaaaa get braces at EOY. can't wait for the painful procedure.

Studying **cough** haha

At vanecharmaine, you get ugly pics of Vanessa herself!! fresh from the oven!!!!!! :D amazing or what?

Love like we both love spicy indian food! :D

went to Sentosa

I told you that you'll get my ugly pics on my blog!!!!!!!!!

On a typical day (no exams), we would be swimming and "studying" :D

like almost a month ago or less, I went to get a haircut. And halfway eating Mcflurry, I saw my hair in my ice cream. lol eww.

I went jogging againnnn!!!! But this time, i didn't even cover 2km. Lol.

Im such a bad jogger?

and then, I ate like 1 massive plate of japanese curry!!!!

totally defeats the purpose of me going jogging.

mwahhh xoxo

2009-07-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

Dan is getting a car and he is getting me excited about getting a car too!

He wants a mitsubishi lancer and it's cheaper in UK. 12grand and brand new. But times that 3, then it'll be S$36000 but still consider cheap in sg! I don't know much about car, but according to him, it's really good, safe and practical.

But I want a volkswagen eos but it's mad expensive. at least 20grand. So that's S$60grand.
But it's so sexy. sweeeeet. I want it so much.

and again, according to him, the new vw golf is also really good. like it runs really fast but expensive too and i don't really fancy the design.

ahh I wanna drive but I can only get my license in 2years! ):

2009-07-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

It's time that I blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went over to Jiaping's house(Dawn's cousin) for a welcome home gathering. She went to tour Europe. kl kl!

That's what Bestfriend are for!

She has seen in my most ugly moment and love me for who I am. awww
She has tolerate my bitchy moments

Only a true friend is honest and transparent who tells you when you're a total bitch

Pictures from Derrick and Ruxin's wedding! Went to stay over at Dawn's the night before.

Us with adorable Nadia!

really good food!

I hate my tanlines

Ailin getting prettier (:

xoxo

PS this is a real blogpost with pictures and words!!!!!!!!

2009-07-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

I am so emo right now! ):
Wth is wrong with me? Somebody tell meeee?

Somebody tell me what to do!!

On the brighter note, I got 2 levi jeans! It's time I should buy some jeans. My friends always see me in shorts. haha.

I like today's service and Joshua came along with us too.
So like we forced him to go shopping ;D haha, he had a wonderful girlie time with Dawn and I.

Ahhhhhh!!! I can't help but keep thinking about stuff. silly me..

2009-07-15T21:30:00.000-07:00

Abercrombie and Bitch

I just felt like saying that. don't ask why.

It's like forever since I update again. Im always lazy and busy. But since i'm free now, might as well blog. I created a private blog as well. But since it's private, you may not know the url :P

I went to school today and got a mild headache and requested to come back home. I kinda like exaggerate it though. But I still feel dizzy and unwell. Maybe because I only had 4hours of sleep last night and an hour the night before.

Videocall-ed with Luke and Dan for like hours. And I made Luke learnt the Hannah Montana movie: Hoedown Throwdown! No actually, he learnt it for me. hehe

I swear to stop videocalling friends now. I never get round to sleeping early if I do.

Went out to town with Stephen and his friends, Alex and Neil. We just float around shopping malls aimlessly doing nothing. Better than staying home anyways.

They are like amazing. Like they do crazy parkour stunts everywhere in town! I can only do a forward roll, nothing more. No 3storey jumping flying madness to triple flip and whatever ninja moves.

Another thing is that, I'll be going to france in october, right after my N levels! Woo! Awesome. I've always wanted to go to Paris and Disneyland. And also probably Switzerland. I think?

I'm gonana go do my homework soon ):

you're so beautiful

2009-07-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

My brother and I went to Prata House to have our breakfast this morning then I took a cab to Dawn's house.

This is one of the few sermon of A.R Bernard that I actually understand and feel so motivated by.

So in the middle of the service, I received a MMS from Tiffany. Guess what it was.
One angmoh guy... -.-
She is crazy. Lol. But I only got to see the MMS when I got home.

So anyways, Dawn's dad bring us to this really famous restuarant for lunch and it's so darn good! I love it! I love the tofu with mayo and deer meat.
Well, what can I say. Singaporeans loves food.

Then I was at plaza sing today and 'you're so beautiful' was blasting in one of the shop. It makes me think of Lewis, idk why.. ): I miss u so much...

I love love Paramore!

2009-07-10T07:06:00.001-07:00

Dead bored

2009-07-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

2009-07-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

Finally, i'm free to blog..
Not sure of what though.

I'm in the garden right now doing nothing..
):

What to do? tell me

$$$

2009-07-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

Im going to mum's office tomorrow to take some scholarship thingy!
The last time, I got $300. Hopefully, they'll increase it by $100 again! So I can go shopping :D

And have more money for cab =/

I took a cab back home today again. Vanessa! Stop spending money on taxi!

So anywaysssss, I just wanna tell you that for the first time, i'm sleeping before 12.30!! Because i have to like get up at 9.30?? ):

I will have to go to chongpang to alter our uniform afterthat with Dawnie and cut hair.
I'm still thinking if I should cut.. Should I?

xo V

eat your vegetables!

2009-07-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Cab to Dawnie's again! $$$$$ pfff.

And took massive loads of picture on my webcam. okok, it's not that massive lots.

Chienthye's pose.

I heart Charlieissocoollike!!!!!!

QUESTIONS ANSWERS

2009-07-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

im so bored right now so i'm just gonna do a random Q&A.
How awesome is my life..

Q: favourite colour
A: As much as I'd choose pink for anything that I buy, it's actually turqoise. But pink is next in line!

Q: what's the one thing that you'd do when you've already done everything you usually do when you're bored.
A: Pedicure or i'd probably groom snowball.

Q: your feel-good movie
A: hmm.. Cinderella Story. lol. and erm, basically all chickflick because they always have hunks and happily ever after.

Q: favourite song atm
A: Fifteen by Taylor Swift? It was 'i like you so much better when you're naked' yesterday until I dl fifteen.

Q: describe yourself in one word
A: so-damn-awesome-that-one-word-is-not-enough-but-have-to-make-do-with-this-atm!
ok no, i'm just kidding.

I can't describe myself in a word.

Q: hungry?
A: Yes

Q: what do you wanna eat?
A: sudden craving for hotplate tofu, sambal kangkong and icecream soda!

Q: say something
A: Ah?

Q: Do you talk to yourself?
A: All the time. Had somebody caught me doing it. so embarrassing

My feet is freezing. Brrrr**

Last question for P_education Poa Nlevel2008 paper! WOOOO!

I'm so happy and i'm addicted to barn buddy.

I wish my guitar isn't dead ):

xo

2009-07-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

Why, hello!

I know that i've not blog for several days and that posting videos doesn't really count as an update. But i've been really really really busy with errrmm, ahem* school work *ahem*

Yeah so where was I?

Oh I know!

I just feel like blogging out of sudden. I'm actually doing my Poa homework. It's never ending! While Dawn is already done with everything. I'm only getting started on the 3rd paper. ):

Which means, I have like another smartass school paper to do.
Lotsa history essay. Both SEQ and SBQ.
I have a whole book of physics to do. Chemistry paper, english paper and MATH!
I hate numbers ):
They do my head in

Oh! I kinda cheat a little in Social Studies. I'm not gonna like reveal it because I just found out(not so recently) that the discipline teacher and a couple of teachers read my blog.

*gasp!!!* YES! I feel so stalked! I repeat, I do feel stalked atm.

This might be the longest entry of the month because ... well, I just felt like it and it's raining. It doesn't really make any sense about the raining part but err.. whatever.

Im being super random right now.

I tried to do my work in the garden just now but it's so hot.
So I went back to my room and now it's so cold.

Yepyep, i'm freezing. like literally!

I feel so sad now ):

1) It's raining
2) I still have so much work to do
3) I missed 3 french lesson =/
4) I killed my guitar )))):

I'm level 3 in barn buddy now! I'm amazing (:

I still cannot get over the death of my guitar ):

Last monday, I went to Toy 'R' us and bought a barbie doll!
And then I spent like all of my money on cab fare. Woo! I take a cab everywhere I go now!

i'm like happy and sad (:
):
(:
):

and no, I don't have bipolar.

Today is just like yesterday.
I would be on the floor for 5hours but only 1hr goes to doing my homework and the rest is just surfing the net.

Watching random videos on youtube.
looking through my pictures
reading magazine
and eating

Mmmm.. Chocolate is soo good.

I'm so busy. Yeah I am.. I really am! Do I sound convincing enough? No?

Anyways, my favourite youtuber are Charlieissocoollike, desandnate and nigahiga.
I'm so lame ):

Im thinking of cutting my hair. Because I have so much layers and I wanna even them out. Should I? Maybe 2inches?

Time for food again! (:

xo

CHARLIE IS SO COOL LIKE

2009-07-01T01:21:00.000-07:00

Im suppose to be studying! But ended up watching Charlieissocoollike and random youtube videos.

Boo!

2009-06-30T23:33:00.001-07:00

2009-06-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

If you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 241 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
(x) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
(x) High School Musical 3
(x) Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
(x) Sydney White

Total: 9

( ) She's the Man
(x) Licensed to Wed
(x) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
(x) 27 Dresses
( ) P.s I Love You
( ) Made of Honour
( ) What Happens in Vegas
( ) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides

Running Total: 13

( ) Camp Rock
(x) Wild Child
(x) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Hotel For Dogs
(x) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday

Running Total: 22

( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
(x) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
(x) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
(x) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed

Total: 27

Comedy/Humour:
(x) Yes Man
(x) Bedtimes Story
( ) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
(x) Marley & Me
(x) Cheetah Girls
(x) Cheetah Girls 2
(x) Bratz
( ) Haunted Mansion
(x) Mall Cop

Running Total: 34

( ) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
(x) Night in the Museum 2
(x) Evan Almighty
( ) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers

Running Total: 40

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Pie Band Camp

Running Total: 43

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
( ) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
( ) The Mummy
( ) The Mummy 2
( ) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland

Running Total: 50

( ) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's end.
(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong

Running Total: 57

(x) Hellboy
(x) Hellboy 2
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Bat Man- The Dark Knight

Running Total: 60

Action/ Thriller
( ) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean’s Thirteen
(x) Casino Royale 007

Running Total: 61

( ) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Bourne Ultimatium
( ) Underworld
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) Death Note
(x) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) I, Robot

Running Total: 66

(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
( ) Mission Impossible 1
( ) Mission Impossible 2
( ) Mission Impossible 3
( ) I am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs

Running Total: 69

Horror:
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2

Running Total: 69

(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street

Running Total: 74

( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
( ) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Omen
( ) House Of Wax

Running Total: 74

(x)The Eye
(x) The Eye 2
(x) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
(x) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses

Running Total: 78

Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
( ) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
(x) Monster Inc
(x) Shark Tale

Running Total: 86

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
( ) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles

Running Total: 95

Inspirational:
( ) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mocking Bird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide

Running Total: 97

Classics:
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
( ) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night Dream

Running Total:98

I can't help it! im sooooo bored!
I was tagged by Sherlyn Siow(Someone I don't even know in school) in a note for 'im a bad kid'
And only about 5people were tagged incl me(she don't even know me too!)

Idek her and she pressume that i'm a bad kid! ):

2009-06-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

As if climbing 4storey in school to get to class isn't enough, I have to walk for 15mins from the busstop to home and climb stairs again to get to my room.

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I went wild wild wet with Victor yesterday. Although he piss me off a couple of times because he don't wanna go where I wanna go. And I go wherever he wanna go. So in the end, he notice that i'm mad at him and he even conquer his fear and played the superb scary water game with me bcos he knows that i'm dying to get on that scary thrilling ride! He really did it for me bcos he cried the other time round.

and he introduced me to his friend as his sister. awww (:

I've just reach home not too long ago. Went for dance just now with Weyjian. I've got 2 hugh ass blisters and a cut on my toe from the shoe.

Transformers is like one of my favourite movie now. Megan Fox is soooooo hot. If i'd ever become a les, it'll definitely be with her.

quote: and you're carrying one in your purse like a little chihuahua?

2009-06-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

I loveeeeee this MV so much because it has Lucas Til in it! Why does Taylor gets to kiss him!

I think he look cuter with Taylor as compared to Miley Cyrus. Although it's hard to choose from an all-american blonde hot quarterback and a cute cowboy with his lopsided smile.

wtf! I totally melt with Dawn in the cinema when he smile his lopsided smile! We should go horseback riding together! What does Miley know about horseback riding!

And Taylor can't do the whole cheerleader thing! I can do an almost herkie! She can't! I can do forward roll! And maybe, I can still do a split.

urghhgauhfncmsdwtfbbqknn!

yet another random blogpost

2009-06-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

I need to change a blogskin like real soon!
2 pictures from my lappie like wayyy back. I wanna get a mac book or the pink one!

For the whole day, i've only done one social studies SBQ. Like only one!

And I fell asleep..

Watched it's a boy girl thing after that. The guy kinda looks like Zac with the football helmet on because they have the same clear blue eyes. tres hot!

Then I went skating with Victor and Morgan. Victor told me that Morgan is 16. So im like ok, why not. Besides, I don't have any friends/neighbour.

But she's just a kid! I didn't even talk to her. She look like 8? 9? whatever =.=

girlfriends!

2009-06-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today is like the best day during the holiday!
Went shopping with Dawn, Tiffany and Tania. My 3 babes!

Some shopping bags. it looks so much more in real life! we are all impulsive buyers! We don't even think. i kinda like just swipe my daddy's card(only for emergency use) a few times today. oppsie! What! it's AN EMERGENCY!

I think all of us spent at least $80per person today.

Haji lane

And yes, this picture is to "suan" my height. fuckinghell. All three of them are like standing at 169cm - 172cm whereas im only 159cm ):

unglam 1

unglam 2

unglam 3

today was soooooo much fun!

when we see something that we like, we were like screaming! not literally.

Tania and me got the same jacket. and I almost bought the skirt that she got. It's just soooo cute!

Dawn got a nice leather jacket!

Tania and I is crazy over military and nautical themed stuff, hat and bandage skirt.

But all of us thinks that the skirt is slutty-ish and decided to take it off the list.

and we had my favourite pontian noodle!

to be continued..