for the past few days, i have been trying to do stuff to get my mind off you.

rollerblading, junking, watching movies, sleeping..

Because whenever I study ss, it reminds me of you
whenever I check time on my phone, i'm always hoping i'll get your reply
whenever i think about n's, i remember my promise to try to get 9 points
whenever i watch disney, i remember how you'll whine because you hate disney
whenever i walk snowball, i will sit at the park bench and cry
whenever i look into the mirror, i remember how you'll sit on my bed watching me
whenever i lie on my bed, i remember how we used to cuddle up and fall asleep


:(

whatever i do, fucking reminds me of you.

I don't even walk the same path back home because i remember how you'll always say "i hate this fucking road" and take a cig out and smoke.

I don't even wanna eat prata now because nobody will tear them into smaller pieces for me.

I don't even feel like facebooking anymore because i don't wna go to your profile and see your happy moving on

I tried to think of ways to forget you and move on..

But I can't.