im thinking of cutting my fringe. should I?

popanpundideeeeeee

PANCAKES

burnt pancakes
uncooked pancakes
overbuttered pancakes
mashed pancakes
tiny pancakes

I had to try so many times before I made the almost perfect pancakes for Dawn and Joshua. I was that bored. Lol.

I spent more than an hour in the kitchen this morning!

F1 was quite a disappointment. It was alittle boring and everything is overpriced.
Bought an ice frappe which would probably cost only 1.5dollar outside for 4dollars.
one tall starbucks cost a whoppin 10bucks.

still I spent money like crazy, as usual. took a cab everywhere I go yesterday... total amount spent on cab: at least a whoppin $55!
cba to squeeze in smelly buses.

On the brighter note, there was a fair share of hot caucasian guys. Both yummy daddies and youngster. hahaha.

oh, and Dawn lost her grey cardigan!!!!!!!!!!!!!! srsly!! and I thought I was careless. tsktsk..

but overall, its a good experience :)
I can now say that i've attend a race. a mile further away from being a country pumpkin!

gym later on

au revoir! ;)
xx

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READ THE ENGAGEMENT ENTY POST.

TOTALLY MELTED!

I want my man to go to such extent, just to make me feel special.
:)

Im also happy with chinese and dvds too. really.
Lol.

im dead serious. haha
(you-know-who knows that too..)

awwwwwwwww .

(Sam, your cute guy is engaged. Haha)

yesterday was the highlight of my week :)

I was so looking forward to spending the day with Dawn, Sam and Fiona playing mahjong and jacuzzi.
But we didn't play mahjong in the end though but it was still hella fun!
really lookin forward to the JB trip and more hangouts/girltalk :)

So I was just in the shower just now thinking about some stuff..
"men don't realize that they cannot live without us until they realize that we can live without them"

gonna go off to Dawn's in about 5mins.

my blog is really boring uhhhhhh

btw, I think that there is a limit to how much tears one can shed for another person.
I think I have already reached my limit for him. Im crying without tears.
Does it make sense to you?
Have you felt this way?
do you know what it's like?

I think that's what people call "you feel so low, you don't feel anything at all"

roar..

I start a fight cause I needed feel something
You do what you want cause i'm not what you wanted

rainy days make me think more than I already do. Lol. that's like the ultimate self-destruction ever. Massive heartbreak and headache!

Esaint: haha wtf. your bitchy attitude can always be recognised.

Lol. Esaint is so damn mean right!

xoxo

all time feel-good music. Lol.

My teddy bears need somewhere else to sleep. I cannot kick them off the bed every night. I cannot have Maya to rearrange them every morning too.

how is it that people/bloggers can find interesting stuff to talk about?
I cannot even think of a topic to blog about.

blah

blahniks

malono blakniks <3

lol

I have let love fool me once.
How could I ever missed those signs of betrayals?

I have been the girl he flirted with behind his girlfriend's back.
I have heard him confessing cheating on his girlfriend, when he said "I love you" even though his girlf is probably waiting for him at home.
I have probably been talking to him more than his girlf has been talking to him that very week.

That didn't stop me from giving my heart to him..

whatever he did to his exgirlfriend, he has done them to me.
Who knows if she won't be the next victim?

All we want is love. But we always get them from the wrong place and end up picking up the remaining pieces of our heart he has broken.
All we want is assurance. But we always put our trust on the wrong guy. We end up blaming ourselves

Guess there's no such thing as true love?

movietimeeeeeeeee! Who needs men when we girls can have good old feelgood films?

breakfast at tiffany's
50 first dates
ghost of girlfriend's past
pretty woman
the other boleyn girl
ms congeniality
a little chickflick and lotsa chocolate and ice cream.

:)

this is a lame blog post. omg
Lol. I wished I have never type this
But I don't wna not publish this after writing lots.

Meow

Snowball looks like a giant chihuahua. LOL
yeap, the groomer had to shave him off because there's too much tangles in his fur. poor poor poor baby boy

I got up like real earlyyyyy! This time, without (you know who) waiting at the door/park/beside me on a sunday.
bathed without (you know who) waiting on my bed
put on my makeup and do my hair without (you know who) watching

It felt weird for a split second.

But anyways, mum asked me to pei her to town and we're suppose to be having our brunch at Shangri La but umike had a meeting so plan cancelled :(

I loveeeee the sugar crepes and chocolate fondue there!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the pasta and sushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR! it's been months since I last ate there already :(

watched the time traveller's wife with momma. It's a damn damn damn nice movie!! I really love it. I can't believe there's people who dislike the movie. I love Rachel Mcadam! (I can't believe she was Regina George in Mean Girls tho.)

Met up with the cellgroup after e movie at Aston's. It drizzled halfway thru lunch. Lol. Sam offered her brolly.

This piccy taken in e cinema. Look at my mum's big sworovski necklace and ring, plus tiffany&co bracelet and ring!!! Envy much

HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY AILEEN!

live jazz! I wore jeans! for the first time in years! Lol

btw, made a few new friends and nobody believe that i'm 16. Lol.

random.

PS. I cannot wait for thursday! Jacuzzi and mahjong session with D, sam and fiona!

gonna be awesome. and retail therapy at Jb :D

I put on weight! idk to be happy or sad. lol

*abrupt end*

SENTOSA OUTING TODAY WITH 4DEVOTION :D
Almost everybody was there! almostttttttttt

I can't be arsed to upload e piccys here so everyone, go to my facebook!
Btw, my camera died on me half way :( that totally explains e small amt of pic

what happened ytd was, went grocery shopping with momma, mike and Dawno
then I stayed over at hers.

we did pore pack, mask, played guitar, sing and watched FINAL DESTINATION!

Awesome :D she talks wayyyyyyy too much when im trying to sleep.
Luckily for me, i'm kinda immune to noise already. I fell asleep almost immediately. lol

I'm so sunburnt :( hurts like a bitch now.
overall, I enjoyed myself today with my awesome peepos!

and my rashes was under control despite the fact that I forgot to take my medicine.
So it's all good :D

played "truth or dare" but only dare and u get chosen by the passing parcel method.

I saw 2 hot angmoh guys walking past then I was like " Ehhh! somebody dare me to kiss them!"

I can't believed that I said that loud enough for them to hear. Lol. embarrassing much.

my back hurts. i don't feel like blogging anymore. ciao!

BTW, YOU MUST BE SO JEALOUS OF ME BECAUSE I GET TO KISS ADELINE AND CHARIENE! LOL. VINCE, YOU ARE SO JEALOUS RIGHTTTT!!!!!

today is like the first day that i make an effort to look decent to go out!
I look like crap for the past few days because ... y'll know right! lol.
It's even the first time i use my perfume after so long because .... y`ll know right! Lol.

gonna stay over at Dawn's later and have movie marathon! I was quite reluctant to stay over today because .... y'll know again right! I don't wna mention his name anymore.

i'm not doing so fine with the whole being dumped thing. bleah. Now now where's the choco????
And sentosaaaa outing tomorrow with 4Devotion! I still don't know what to wear/bring. funfun

xoxo

for the past few days, i have been trying to do stuff to get my mind off you.

rollerblading, junking, watching movies, sleeping..

Because whenever I study ss, it reminds me of you
whenever I check time on my phone, i'm always hoping i'll get your reply
whenever i think about n's, i remember my promise to try to get 9 points
whenever i watch disney, i remember how you'll whine because you hate disney
whenever i walk snowball, i will sit at the park bench and cry
whenever i look into the mirror, i remember how you'll sit on my bed watching me
whenever i lie on my bed, i remember how we used to cuddle up and fall asleep


:(

whatever i do, fucking reminds me of you.

I don't even walk the same path back home because i remember how you'll always say "i hate this fucking road" and take a cig out and smoke.

I don't even wanna eat prata now because nobody will tear them into smaller pieces for me.

I don't even feel like facebooking anymore because i don't wna go to your profile and see your happy moving on

I tried to think of ways to forget you and move on..

But I can't.

maybe somebody killed Vanessa

slightly happier?

It's definitely karma :(
I'm still not dealing well with the breakup though. I was already so comfortable with you and now it just gotta change..

"oh what a shame. what a rainy ending given to a perfect day"

someone save me..

BUT on the brighter side, I can officially rollarblade now! like decently well.
and my neighbour is awfully cute! *jump around like that dumb blonde in my room**

He looked at me just now with that slightly smile on his face and also, looking surprised for some reason. I had to look away before I trip over my skates. oh mannnn... you should have seen his face. hehe

im feeling slightly happier.
So i'm gonna post up all the pictures i have of bintan. It's soooo little as I was feeling really fuckedup.

Bintan Lagoon resort

wilin and my aunt. She's so pretty btw!

how come my face always look like this in candid shots?

mike and mum

AZN:D

Even my toes reminds me of him :( wtf

naughty deon! babysit him. muahahahhaha. but he's so cute!

This is the sad picture :(

otw back home. mixed feelings..

happy to see him(never happened btw. cos that douchebag had to babysit), scared to know the truth, denial, hope, anger, hatred..

I'm gonna try study now. If I can! cause it's really noisy at home, with my bro and the workers trying to set up the jacuzzi :D

hopefully, i'll see my hot hot neighbour later!

xoxo ;)

smile

I'm a simple person who don't ask for much.

i miss you baby

The past few days have been the worst days of my entire life..

I cannot sleep
I cannot eat
I cannot think properly
almost feels like i cannot even breathe without you

:(((

I've never ever love anyone so much..

I told you to stop being nice to me
I told you not to say those three words if you're gonna let me down one day

You won't even reply me now
You promised to talk to me again

wtf have you done to me?




rmb this song and the 10 signs?

baby, all I want is your heart.. I love you

bcos you're worth it

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”


:)

vee: i'm emo :(
(long convo)

XY: go listen to emo music then you'll feel angry. then listen to angry music

Vee: I cannot do this anymore :( reach limit alr. I got no more strength to feel any anger. I'm hanging on to nothing.
It's like i'm living a lie. because it's safer and happier there..

XY: you just said something emo. living a lie, safer and happier.

Vee: OMG! really?!! yay!

XY: lol

Vee: oh nooo.. now i'm happy. thanks ah XY

-

luke is not replying me!
freakin bored at home.

Dawn just went for dental and she only needs to attend school at 2 tml!

aircon is fixed! :)

IM A LOVOVEGGIE NOW!!!!!! (Lacto-ovo vegeterian)

Dan is so sexy. hahaha. he's taking a sexy hot shower now ;)

xoxo;)