I had a fight with the mother.

She was staring at my tongue. This is the second time that she has done that to check if I did re-pierce my tongue.

The fucking truth is no. I have not. I have not EVEN THINK about repiercing my tongue.

Im so mad and pissed.

Obv i'll throw my anger at her. She is not understanding at all. And doesn't trust me.

She threatens to not let me go to england if I continue to be mad. Im still mad. But I swear to never cry ever again.

I swear that hurt and pain won't bother me ever again.

Im so silly that I went to search how to commit suicide.

But there's no decent article about how to do it. There is only all the christian bullcrap thing. ughh.